Monday, January 4, 2010 . 11:30 PM
woke up late. skipped work today. nua-ed at home. lost in japanese lesson. zz. hate this. someone freaking slap me please. i want to regain my senses. alright. back blogging for the first time. last post was last year. so this will be the first post of the new year ;) ..quite a number of events came & gone since the last post. the female recruit left for bmt; ang2's manning was over without any activation; i started my driving lessons; my new understudy came; i ord-ed; i started working 2days after i ord-ed; went for a short holiday @ genting; went for another holiday @ thailand(pattaya + bangkok); started my japanese lessons; celebrated xmas; & last but not least .. celebrated & welcomed 2010 :) ..
a few events to expect in 2010. getting my iphone; getting a wii console; successfully pass my tp; finding a new job after the current one ends @ end of march; celebrating my 21st; start studying ..
wishing all my friend a happy 2010 !! :) .. & of course, 'happy birthday !!' to eng kien, who is 21st on 4th Jan; vincent, who is 21st on 5th Jan :) ..
"life is never written in pencil. you can't make a mistake & expect to just erase it away." i've learnt the meaning of this a little too late. to all my friends. cherish whoever & whatever you have. you will never know how the future will develop.
never thought this day would come so soon; that i would regret what i've done. & now i have. for the sorrowness in me is reminding me of my decision; for the loneliness in me is mocking me @ my decision; how ironic for me to say that i've missed you, after all the pain i've inflicted on you. i'm ashamed of myself. i'll never be able to forgive myself, let alone asking for your forgiveness. i hope that you have been doing well, if not be able to do well in the coming year. i'll know its too late but i'm sorry..
