Sunday, February 15, 2009 . 1:15 AM
its valentine's day. wishing all couples out there a happy valentine's day x)valentine's has no meaning for me this year.stayed at home this whole day.actually had plans to go catch a movie with mine army mates.but it was fully booked.so i stayed at home xD
parents went m'sia.bro went out.practically was alone at home.luckily i had the television and the computer =0
was watching a 新光二班的特别节目, talked about the beginning to the end of the competition.and of course, i saw mine favourite 梁文音！！shes just the best lo! xD haha.lost her parents,left only her elder sister and younger brother.but it made her stronger.tougher.more mature as well.seeing her and the rest of the contestants,how they struggled through.how they persevere through as well as toughen themselves up.sometimes i wish that i could get the fame that they get.the 知名度 xP hehe.should be fun xD..but better still.i wish i could be as tough.as strong as them.or even just half of their toughness.obviously that because i'm weak.very weak..=(
every week will be a tough week for me.as mine workload would only rise or stay constant.maybe after a few months then it would subside?i don't know ><>
university application window is currently open again.tried this last year but i couldn't get in.partially because i was lazy and didn't really applied properly.everythink was last minute ><>
anyway.downloaded 梁文音 new song 最幸福的事a few days ago.its a rather sad song.but of course its nice because its from 文音.=) haha !!
i miss those times when there was someone there for me.no matter who that person was.i been through it three times.but obviously there was no such think as a happy ending.sad to say.no one can blame them.i don't.i blame mineself.though there were happy moments.but the tragic moments definitely outweighs the happy ones.how long will this go on?on a sad and ending note..i leave you with the chorus of 梁文音 - 最幸福的事
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
