Tuesday, January 27, 2009 . 11:07 PM
haha.today is the second day of the NIU year.大家过的好吗？祝大家牛年发发发！heex..surprising, i'm not hungry right now even though i only ate breakfast.reason why i didn't eat?perhaps i was just too lazy xD..had macdonald's for breakfast.then went out to bai nian.went to my nanny's place.haha.stayed there for 1,2 hour(s) before my family went back home cause there was a lion dance troupe coming.you should try staying indoors while they are in your flat >< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">DEAFENING! -.-
then mine grandparents and aunts came.kind of a standard custom every new year.they would come over on the 2nd day and the ten-odd of us would go for a movie, a 贺岁电影.had wanted to watch jack neo's love matters(辛福万岁) but was NC-16, which meant that my 2 young cousins couldn't watch it -.- and so we had to make do with fann & chris's the wedding game(大喜事). it was rather funny to me and its rather nice.couples should really go watch.its kind of lovey-dovey.haha.don't know why.just by watching it makes me thing and feel a lot >< wonderful =")..
well.before the movie at 4:45pm, i still managed to play 1 round of mahjong with mine uncle, aunt and ah gong.won 4dollars.haha.also the reason why i didn't eat lunch xD
then after the movie the whole lot of us went back to my place again, and the second round of mahjong began(hence i didn't eat dinner -.-") haha.well.i was lucky and i won 30dollars!woots!haha.i followed those 赌神 on those mahjong movies and spoke to the tiles =P and i was lucky to win!haha.自摸 on quite a number of occasions.is your luck as good as mine?
going back to camp tomorrow after a four days break.feel damn sian ah! >< 4days of civilian life is really shiok ah! i can't wait to ord =D..
whenever 陈靓瑄 is on tv.i will unwittingly think of you.to be honest.she does look like you from some angles(or you look like her from some angles ><) and i...i feel sad?it really reminds me of the past when we were together.of course is the happy moments =).if mine life was to replay itself.i wouldn't choose to let you go.really regretted.sigh.i've let you down.know i really hurt you badly.still hope that you are doing alright.i do not ask for your forgiveness as i don't deserve to be forgiven.sorry.you really made me feel special.made me feel that you were the one for me.just like fann and chris, that we would be together.sigh.its me who blow up this beautiful relationship.its me who destroyed your faith in love.sigh.i'm really sorry.hope that life still goes on for you.hope that you can find someone who would cherish you longer unlike me..
is it truly possible to love someone forever and ever?is it that hard to fulfill that?thrice..thrice..sigh.how many more would i let go?how many more would i hurt?what will my fate be like?is my love life destined to be like this?blah T.T
